不過就是這樣而已嗎？

我想，總有一天不是我被擊垮，就是它被我征服。

一直都認為我不是個叛逆的少年或人，乖順聽話不去想太多並不在乎被安排或著說基本沒有機會被安排。這樣的環境之下塑造了我。

對於所謂的人生也沒有太大的領悟，只知道大家都是出來混，總有要還的一天。不曾想過大富大貴。

不過社會的制約之下，人們有著不可不走的路，有人稱為命、運、或"正常"。我也曾以為那是正常。但普天之下，人有萬萬種種的命或運不是嗎？而那些不同的生活或人生並不是被安排，而是被創造，在這樣機器模樣運作的世界裡。

我還是想要去挑戰，無關性別，無關歲月，無關機會也無關挑戰。

對於這樣的我，感到驕傲但也害怕。

日本に行くの？

ついに未来の目標を決まった。アストラリアに帰ってから、もう二が月になってしまう。でも、僕は一体台湾で働きとか日本に行きのを決められなかって困ってた。一が月前に、友達から聞いてもらって南台湾の外国語の専門学校は新人を募集するだそうだ。僕はずと外国語が興味があるし、南台湾の環境も好きだし、それに友人もあそこですんでいるので、あの仕事をするべきだとおもってた。しかし、面接をしてから、二回目の面接が必要で、係りは”この週末ごろまだ連絡してあげます”とはなしてた。ぼくの面接の表現いかによって、多分できるとおもった。
一回目の面接してから、係りが電話してくれた。”二回目の面接の日付をまだきめられないから、きめたら、すぐ連絡する。”
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旅行の意味

旅行の意味は一体何でしょうか。

AUSTRALIAに帰って来てから、もう一月ぼとになった。AUにいる生活をよく思い出したげと、僕は何にがならったのがまだ知らない。

今の生活もたんだんなって、仕事も探してる。時々右にある写真みたい空もみたいだ。そんな広いし、大きいしそれに青い空をあまり探せなくなった、台湾に帰ってから。空も、星も、草も、人々も、彼達は僕の大切なもの。

この間、友人が聞いてくれた旅行の意味は”態度”、自身の周りにいるのことを大切にします。

All those days have gone!

Things abstract can be hardly explained such as faith, belief, love and so on. Those affections are everywhere and exist in the world though none of they can be touched but can be felt. So, that's why I call them things abstrat.

I've been considering about why there are always a group of people are being so crazy about their religion belief no matter it is Christianity, Muslim or Buddism. One thing we can sure that peopel gather, fight and even sacrifice for it. It is without saying that all of they consist the great power, especially in religion belief.

How about faith? Faith can be developed by the people. Particularly in a group of people, you can easily find who can be a leader and who else can be supporter. While this system is made and accomplished, the leadership will created based on the relationship between those both sides and both will give and even share the faith to the other. Moreover, faith can not be broken easily.

Well, how about love?

Basically, almost of us can hardly notice when do we fall in love with someone but how. You can say he or she is so charming or considerate or having a pair of beautiful eyes or really good in bed. Love can be fierce and brutal then religion belief. Somehow, love, normally, can be weaken by the third party and by time which will never work on religion belief. Love can control and abandon anyone else until he or she is silly or awake. But, while those days have gone, the real freedom will come after.

May all of you guys have a wonderful day.

新希望!!!

雖過了年頭！未來還是一個處在「不知如何是好」懸岸上。首先很不要臉加上某些朋友不解之下我將以第三次的姿態再去向那世界第六大國。之後在那不到四個月的日子也是一樣要努力地衝衝衝。這次，會去用那世上最大的石頭朝聖。

那麼之後呢？就看有沒有命去日本唸書啦。都被逼到這種地步了。
但是去日本之後，我還是很小孩子氣地想著可不可以去歐洲呢。可愛的人們在那兒啊。英國的麥特、法國的布瑪、德國的班、丹麥的馬修、愛沙尼亞的阿亞跟瑞典的莎拉。
不過要不要去還得看那些申根簽證的臉色。

啊啊！懶懶地好累。

之後的日本，還是以念書為主、玩樂為輔囉！一向勤儉的我未來的志向是高就於資源回收屋呢。


new year resolution
going back to OZ for saving up, in order to have a road trip in EU if everything goes well.
how about study in JP?
say my hi to my friends in those places.
matt, buba, ben, allar and sarah.

MY BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!

I went to cheer's concert for my birthday's sake. I really had such a good time although it's a bit far from the stage. As you can see the big screen in that stage, cheer had a helmet on. Which means she had sung the song " the meaning of travel." I was so moved while listening to that one.

僕は誕生日に　ＣＨＥＥＲのコンセートへ　いた。舞台から　やっばり　ちょっと　ちかくなかったけど、とても　楽しかったよ。あの舞台の中にいた　大きい網に　ＣＨＥＥＲチャンは　あそこにいたよ。それで、かぶとをかぶった。とても　一番かわい　とおもった。そのとき　”旅行の意味”が　うたっていた。ＣＨＥＥＲの歌は　僕を感動させた。

Yap, I like this picture sooooooooo much. Because it looks time there were "only" Cheer and me in that concert on that day. I know I've been dreaming quite crazily but I can't stop thinking in this way. hahaha!!!

この写真が　めっちゃ好きよ。たって　この写真のなかにいた話は”彼女と僕”に　ふたりて　いただけ　みたかった。この話は　本当バカみたいのを　してるげと、このはなしを　忘れられないと　思う。ハハハハハ

Oh!!!! This's the ticket. The only reason for me to show this ticket here is letting this day be remembered.

オン！！！これは　僕のきっぷだった。とうして　この写真　ここに　おいた　わけは　あの日が　わすれことが　しない。

Really out of my expectation!!! He's the guest!!!!! OH!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!

Well, she's so quite! Moreover, she also wrote the lyrics for as. For me, it's so sweet. By the way, the way she dressed is also quite pretty.
あああ！！！彼女は　いつも　かわいい。僕だちのために　彼女は　自分で　イリクスを　かいた。やさしい！！！！！

Look at the people were around the outside of the Kaohsuing Arena. They and I've been mobs.

みて！高雄巨蛋の外に　人が　たくさんいたよ。

Can I talk to you?

It's been another 2 weeks and 1 more day since I left Donnybrook. The weather here is fine and the sky line still can't be seen all the way out among those high concrete stuff which are called houses here.
Getting busier and busier by trying to get used the life-style that I'd spent more than 20 yrs. It's always my home town. Things are changing, however. They are nothing to do with the custom, culture even the side of the road people walk on but you.
I thought everything is gonna be just "all-right." Try to be strong and better. It's a hard job since we all left there.
Can I talk to you freely or in casual?
On the way back to Taiwan, the middle-age couple sat right next to me showing the tenderness of love from their eyes to each other warmly. The sights are full of trust, happiness and love that recongnize he and she are the one. They have found theirs. The one that we all need.
Can I talk to you sometimes?
There was huge ocean between. Now, I've got a wall instead of the ocean. The wall is tiny but hard enough to keep me away from you.
Can I talk to you if you are agree with that?

the rainbow

yes, this is where I am staying at. It's winter season and raining season here as well. While we are working on the orchard or farm, the weather can be very unexpected. It may rain gentlely or forcely. It, also, could be for a 10 minutes or 30 seconds. It even hails sometimes. Keeping putting on and off raining coat is the result from the weird weather.
But, one thing is brilliant is the rainbow here is incrediable beauty. This rainbow was seen by me on the way back home from work. This picture also recall me a lyrics of song by the eagles which is depserado. Here it is. " it may be rainning, but there's rainbow above you!"

Time to say Good-bye.

Finally, It's been almost one year in Australia. I've met lots of nice guys here and had such a good time with time. I'll never forget those memories. Thank you. One of the churches in Sydney is full of European style. Don't you think that looks like the "Big Dan" This's the corner of Hyde Park in Sydney. I really like the gate which is through the park along with the trees. So natural and so easy, isn't it?

I'm in Sydney!!!

Finally, eventually, I left W.A. for seeing my guitar hero "Eric Clapton's" concert which will take place in Sydney. Somehow, I don't really like Sydney according the first impression and please let me explain to you guys.
Basically, while I arrived at airport, I didn't know where I should go and where I am. Of course, I knew I must need to find the accomdation. Later, it doesn't go well because I forget the homosexual parade will be held just right in the city center. Moreover, a lot of people join this parade which means the accomdation are almost totally full. I got the accomdation around 3 o'clock in the afternoon.

After that, you must know what is the most famous archtecture in Sydney, even in Australia. Yes, I went to see the Sydney Opera House. Kinda unexpected to me, I met and saw plenty of "Chinese" on the way to Opera House. It's really fucking a lot, can't be more. I feel sort of annoied. To be honest, I don't really like them because of the stereotype.

Then, I went shopping and was on the way home around 6 o'clock, but something very awful just happened that is the parade just started and was held on the one of the main streets which is called "Liverpool Street." This parade completely let me far away from home and plus, it was my first day to be in Sydney, and I got lost. Finally, I went back home, but it's around 4 hours later.
Plus, the people in Sydney aren't so friendly. They are rude and unpaitent. During the parade, they pushed and yelled to me around 4 or 5 times.
To sum up, I'd like to say a sentence to Sydney and that is "Fuck You All!!!"
P.S. I'm ready to enjoy the concert.

My new life

Yes, I've alreay quit and move the country side was called Donnybrook.I started to experience the country side life such as No pub, no club, no department store, no shopping mall,no convinent store, no people and no vehicles.
But, everything is all right.I've been working here already as a farmer.Although the weather is quite hot.(It's summer in Australia)I'm doing well.
Moreover, it can be very difficult for me the ring home.So, if any family of mine see this article,please say my hi to mom and let her know I'm fine.

happy birthday to me.

Time flies by, and I'm older than quarter a centry. Oh my God.
First of all, I'd like to say thanks all my dears.
All of you are so sweet and complete me when I feel lonely.

Alain is always considerate of me.
He told me that
"Joe, I prepare a gift for you, although it's not a something big,
and I always use it while I play guitar for more than 10 years.
Now, I want to give to you, because you're a good guy.
Please use it when you play.
It's from here."
Then, he pointed his heart.

Plus, almost of workmates are Africans and can speak aribic.
What a sudden, they sang happy birthday to you.
I'm so moved.

Friday, I hosted a BBQ party and more 20 friends of mine came to join.
People are from German, Italy, France, Sudan, Ethopia, Zambia, Korea, Japan, Estonia, vietnam and Argentina.
Thanks you guys, always take care of me when I'm lonely.

Thanks dear all of you. I Love You.

I'm drifting.

I start to think of myself about what I am going to do in future.
Having a discuss with Gon is around 4 months ago.
"Working in air-port."
"Joe, go for it. you can do it!!!"

I felt hesitated when Dennis told me that
"Hey, mate!!! do u know that w.h.v. can allow people stay here 2 years more!"
"What do u mean??? second visa."
"No, it will be 2 years while you apply it from now on."

Should I go abroad to visit or travel such as
South-East Asia (Thailand, Lao, Vietnam or Combodia.)
or go to New Zealand by w.h.v.
or wait for the w.h.v. for going to Canada or Japan.

Actually, I got confused.
What's the purpose for me here???
Or, what's the purpose for me in this life???
What will let me feel fulfiled and satisfied???
And for how long???
Will visiting more countries make me a life???

Time flies by.
I'll turn to 26 in couples of weeks
which means 4 years to 30.

I really need to think about
my career or family even so on.
So, what I did, do or will do will really help me to achieve my goal?

Anyway, I totally get confused now.

Good bye

Good bye.

3 of you.

You 3 are always the sunshine of love for me.

This is the destination of backpackers' life and

I knew it without thinking about it and hardly prepare to face it.

Dannies said

"Always make a smile while saying good-bye."

It's worth fighting for the 2 days off for you.

Will we see or meet each other in the future?

I wish I could say yes.

As you guys metioned that

hopefully we can meet each other while

Johanna turn to 25 or I become 75.

Thanks for 3 of you giving me such a great time.

Good bye.