不過就是這樣而已嗎？

我想，總有一天不是我被擊垮，就是它被我征服。

一直都認為我不是個叛逆的少年或人，乖順聽話不去想太多並不在乎被安排或著說基本沒有機會被安排。這樣的環境之下塑造了我。

對於所謂的人生也沒有太大的領悟，只知道大家都是出來混，總有要還的一天。不曾想過大富大貴。

不過社會的制約之下，人們有著不可不走的路，有人稱為命、運、或"正常"。我也曾以為那是正常。但普天之下，人有萬萬種種的命或運不是嗎？而那些不同的生活或人生並不是被安排，而是被創造，在這樣機器模樣運作的世界裡。

我還是想要去挑戰，無關性別，無關歲月，無關機會也無關挑戰。

對於這樣的我，感到驕傲但也害怕。

日本に行くの？

ついに未来の目標を決まった。アストラリアに帰ってから、もう二が月になってしまう。でも、僕は一体台湾で働きとか日本に行きのを決められなかって困ってた。一が月前に、友達から聞いてもらって南台湾の外国語の専門学校は新人を募集するだそうだ。僕はずと外国語が興味があるし、南台湾の環境も好きだし、それに友人もあそこですんでいるので、あの仕事をするべきだとおもってた。しかし、面接をしてから、二回目の面接が必要で、係りは”この週末ごろまだ連絡してあげます”とはなしてた。ぼくの面接の表現いかによって、多分できるとおもった。
一回目の面接してから、係りが電話してくれた。”二回目の面接の日付をまだきめられないから、きめたら、すぐ連絡する。”
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旅行の意味

旅行の意味は一体何でしょうか。

AUSTRALIAに帰って来てから、もう一月ぼとになった。AUにいる生活をよく思い出したげと、僕は何にがならったのがまだ知らない。

今の生活もたんだんなって、仕事も探してる。時々右にある写真みたい空もみたいだ。そんな広いし、大きいしそれに青い空をあまり探せなくなった、台湾に帰ってから。空も、星も、草も、人々も、彼達は僕の大切なもの。

この間、友人が聞いてくれた旅行の意味は”態度”、自身の周りにいるのことを大切にします。

Genius

丹尼爾從小患有自閉症，卻精通10國語言，對數字更有獨特的感應力。他能輕鬆將圓周率背誦到小數點後第2萬2514位，還能不假思索地說出某年某月某日是星期幾。丹尼爾應邀上美國廣播公司節目時技驚四座，因為他的心算速度比電腦還快！

據報導，丹尼爾1979年1月31號出生在英國倫敦，是家中的老大。按照他的說法，他的生日算是他與數字結緣的特殊徵兆，因為31、19、79都是質數，而質數正是他的最愛，他能識別直到9973的每一個質數。

在丹尼爾眼中，從1到1萬，每個數字都是獨特的，它們擁有不同的色彩、質地、形象甚至情感。對數字的形象化使他運算數學易如反掌。他說：數學具有對稱美。當他在做除法時，他能看到一個螺旋狀物體，一圈一圈盤旋而下。最後的形狀就是正確答案。

除此之外，他還有驚人的語言能力。他會10國語言，並曾在短短7天內學會冰島語。他甚至還自創了包含1000多個詞彙的語言，並將它稱為(曼提語)。

Daniel was born with autism, however, he masters 10 different languages. Besides, he owns a speical feeling to number. He can easily remember the ratio of the circumferen to 22,514th decimal place. Moreover, he can tell you any day in the future will be which day without any hesitation. Daniel was invited to the American Boardcast Company impressing everybody because of the speed of his mental calculation is faster than the one of the computer.

According to the report, Daniel was born in London, Britian in Jan, 31th, 1979 as the first child. Based on what he said, his birthday is a specific symbol as a relation to the number, and that is because the number 31, 19 and 79 is prime number which is his favorite. He can extingusih any single prime number from until 9973.

On the view of his, all the single number from 1 to 10,000 are unique to him. Those numbers own different color, character, image and even affection. The visualization of number makes an operation as easy as turning his hand over.
When he is doing division, he can see a the shape of helix going down to a certain point which is gonna be the answer.

In addition to it, he is talented in language field. He can speak 10 different languages. Also, he used to learn the Icelandic in just 7 days. Furthermore, he created a new language including aound 1000 vocabularies as well and named it Mento.

All those days have gone!

Things abstract can be hardly explained such as faith, belief, love and so on. Those affections are everywhere and exist in the world though none of they can be touched but can be felt. So, that's why I call them things abstrat.

I've been considering about why there are always a group of people are being so crazy about their religion belief no matter it is Christianity, Muslim or Buddism. One thing we can sure that peopel gather, fight and even sacrifice for it. It is without saying that all of they consist the great power, especially in religion belief.

How about faith? Faith can be developed by the people. Particularly in a group of people, you can easily find who can be a leader and who else can be supporter. While this system is made and accomplished, the leadership will created based on the relationship between those both sides and both will give and even share the faith to the other. Moreover, faith can not be broken easily.

Well, how about love?

Basically, almost of us can hardly notice when do we fall in love with someone but how. You can say he or she is so charming or considerate or having a pair of beautiful eyes or really good in bed. Love can be fierce and brutal then religion belief. Somehow, love, normally, can be weaken by the third party and by time which will never work on religion belief. Love can control and abandon anyone else until he or she is silly or awake. But, while those days have gone, the real freedom will come after.

May all of you guys have a wonderful day.