I'm drifting.

I start to think of myself about what I am going to do in future.
Having a discuss with Gon is around 4 months ago.
"Working in air-port."
"Joe, go for it. you can do it!!!"

I felt hesitated when Dennis told me that
"Hey, mate!!! do u know that w.h.v. can allow people stay here 2 years more!"
"What do u mean??? second visa."
"No, it will be 2 years while you apply it from now on."

Should I go abroad to visit or travel such as
South-East Asia (Thailand, Lao, Vietnam or Combodia.)
or go to New Zealand by w.h.v.
or wait for the w.h.v. for going to Canada or Japan.

Actually, I got confused.
What's the purpose for me here???
Or, what's the purpose for me in this life???
What will let me feel fulfiled and satisfied???
And for how long???
Will visiting more countries make me a life???

Time flies by.
I'll turn to 26 in couples of weeks
which means 4 years to 30.

I really need to think about
my career or family even so on.
So, what I did, do or will do will really help me to achieve my goal?

Anyway, I totally get confused now.